Sunday, 12 May 2013

Departure

I did not know why Rashed suddenly got angry, when he knew that I was engaged. It might have been because he felt that no matter what I would still get married to Mohammed, or because he just realized I was engaged for real. 

Roudha obviously told Sara and sent her the picture, because she knew how strong Sara was and that she would do whatever she could, to keep our family's image good. After that night, Sara was calm and friendly again but she kept a watch on me and every two hours she would check my mobile. 

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The holidays came to an end and it was time to go back to Abu Dhabi, I was heartbroken and I lived in a dream for a few days in London. However, the dream has come to an end and I woke up to face my reality.

When we headed out to go to the car, the doorman gave me a letter I read the envelope it was from Rashed. I was eager to open it, but I couldn't right now since Sara and Roudha were around me. The good thing is that they did not notice the doorman handing me the letter. I decided to open it once I was on the plane.

As we got to the airport the only thing that I could think of is how I left Rashed, and how will my life be now with Mohammed. I tried to think of ways to cancel the wedding, but I couldn't unless I caught Mohammed with another woman and had proof. But what are the chances that it would work, they would give me the typical statement "He is a guy, he could do whatever he wants".

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I got on the plane and closed my First Class Suite Door, I opened the letter :

Latifa, 

I did not want to complicate things and send you messages on your phone so you would have to respond, this is why I decided to give you a letter. 

I am sorry for yelling at you and leaving you to go, however I think it is for the best since you can't find a way to cancel your marriage, and I can't find a way to convince my family. 

But you have to know that I love you and I would have found any way to get married to you and start a family with you. When I saw that you wore your engagement ring, it made me feel like you took a decision and that there is nothing I could do that would make you change your mind. 

I will always be waiting for you, forever and ever. 

Love, 
Rashed


The plane departed and there was no way to that I could do something that would change anything. He says he loves me but then doesn't do something and he just yells at me. At this point I tried to end my feelings for Rashed, and tore the letter and threw it.

We reached Abu Dhabi and a week past, at this point there was a month left till my Milcha, which is the day I officially sign the wedding contract that I am Mohammed AlX.'s wife, I wasn't ready for this but I had to do it for the sake of my family's happiness.

2 comments:

  1. Aww :( How sad! Such a heartbreaking post... We hope Mohammed is worth the sacrifice, we can't wait to get to know him!

    Lots of Love
    Xxxxx

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